Tuesday, June 8, 2010


When I was younger I confused drama for passion. They were one is the same. My relationships were full of highs and lows. Fueled by passion and drama. The passion part is what seemed to sustain it all. I actually longed for calm waters.

Here I am 8yrs married with three children. I feel happy. I have exactly the life I dreamed up for myself. The waters are calm. My relationship is healthy. Yet is all feels so predictable. I don't long for the drama, but I miss the passion.